Wednesday, October 12, 2022

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

A Mom Is



So I biked to my friend's house to pick the new kitten she was mentioned the other day.

I fell in love instantly with the girl kitten. She was adorable with pink nose and marble fur. But as I showed my interested on her, her mother got alert. She slided towards her and curled up on her. Made a barrier.

Mom looked in to me fiercely. She didn't like me at all. Now, even cat can feel a kidnapper. My friend suggested to wait until breast milk time is over. Meaning 2 months later.

Well I my self have a homework to do. Finish up my grieving time. An adapter house tells that it may need 5 months after a death of a cat, before we can finally adopt a new cat and bring it home. Maybe cats can feel our sorrow. Or maybe it has something to do with virus? I opt to the first.

Well, guess no seedling for me yet



A New Beginning... Till We Meet Again



Meyong, mama will fetch a new kitten
Not know if she will be as pretty as you
Or as selfish as you
Or as spoiled brat as you
Or as loving as you

But mama will try
As 11 years a go you came without notice
When mama was still in pain of losing cat
Mama accepted you with joy

Let mama accept this new one
We ought to be apart
As He wills

So, have a great life there sweetie
Mama will try too here.

Sunday, September 25, 2022

Marble a Loving Mom ♥️



Ini cerita hari ini Meng (Neng/Miss) Marble alias Marmer alias Mamee. 

Pagi ini aku mau olahraga sepedahan, udah sangu 3 potong ikan tongkol buat kucing liar. Habis nengok makam Meyong dan nanam bunga di sana, aku ketemu Marble di jalan samping rumah. Dia ngeliatin aku dengan tatapan minta makan. Ya udah, satu tongkol aku kasihin. Eh, bukannya dimakan, malah dibawanya itu ikan.

Penasaran, aku buntutin dia. Lama sekali dia jalan. Kukira dia indekos di rumah Bu Latif. Ternyata dua rumah lagi lebih ke sana. Dan anaknya satu muncul, lalu Marble langsung ngejatuhin itu ikan. Lalu anaknya yang 2 lainnya keluar dari samping rumah itu. Ya udahlah, aku kasihin semua ikan tongkolnya. Marble was left without none. What a heart, Marble ♥️

Jelita Kucing Taman Jajan





Friday, September 16, 2022

Lonely Pawrent Craving for Furr

Kucing liar betina yang hidup susah di jalan. Kadang dapat makan kadang nggak. Di komplek susah dapat sekedar makanan sisa. Orang-orang gak lagi buang sampah sebanyak dulu, sesering dulu.

So, kucing ini sudah lama berkeliaran setidaknya setahun dua tahun ini, seingatku. Dua tiga bulan ini dia lahiran di belakang rumah tetangga depan. Dikasih kotak dan makanan secukupnya. Sekarang anak²nya sudah besar. Meyong gak suka dia. Meyong gak pernah suka kucing perempuan. Kucing laki-laki pun dia selektif. Tapi kalau nggak kelihatan Meyong, aku suka kasih makan..yep, kucing satu itu udah kemenungsan banget. Banyak jealousnya, ngambeknya, mogoknya, judesnya. Tapi.. itulah, I love her still unconditionally. Dari kucing kita belajar cinta tanpa syarat.

Are saying the pawrent means her? And the furr means food? Of course not!


Thursday, September 15, 2022

I Miss You, Meyong

I miss you Meyong.
Deeply, hurtedly.
You went away on Friday, September 2, 2022, at early morning, 01.10. 
You made your 11th birthday on August 17 2022, but that's it. Two weeks later you were gone. 

O Allah, why does it hurt so much, still hurt even till now.